La la la

Okay well I am..........so utterly.....I have no idea, I can't seem to verbalize anything anymore. I feel trapped inside a world in my head...which, I'm pretty happy about. If that mouth was all I had to communicate with....at the moment...I'd be screwed because I have nothing to say....lol

I like guts!!

Oh okay I had to put this on here too in case I forget, which I most likely will.

It's really cute...
I heart Guts or maybe I'm the only one who finds that site strange and fascinating...who knows...but it is cool!

Love your Love

Yeah so today is my Dad's birthday. My mom had to bake him a cake, which she hates doing...she gets a little crazy when she has to bake and it doesn't come out right-which she sets herself up everytime for it to mess up cuz she keeps saying "this isn't going to turn out" "It's gunna burn" "It doesn't look right" then whatta ya know-the thing comes out of the oven lopsided and hard on the top and very spongy on the bottom. Bless her heart for trying so hard though. She just need to keep those negative thoughts away-cuz they'll fuck you everytime.

So I decided that I wanted to post some pictures of hearts and such to spread the vibe of love around!

This necklace is from user viciousvintage on Etsy.















This silver heart charm is from ingemnuity.

I loooovvvee these earrings. If I had my ears pierced I would totally buy them. It's strange I have a tattoo...and I plan on getting many more but I don't have my ears pierced. I have had them pierced before when I was 7 and I let the holes close up because I was a big ol baby. Then I got them pierced again when I was 10 and I think I wanted to go swimming or something and oh hell I don't rememeber but they closed up too. I guess earrings just aren't my thang. Oh well I never wear my hair up anyways...no one would be able to see the damn things! Oh wow the earrings are from viciousvintage as well....I really like their shop!

Oh but this bracelet with the insult hearts is totally the way my family expresses their love for one another. Even my b/f and I are the same way!! Meanies!!

Oh how I love New York!!

Yay! February is finally here. I can't wait for around 20 more days when the Sun goes into Pisces. All this Aquarian energy (enter-chi) is really getting under my skin. It's very emotionless and unpredictible. I don't like it. So what does someone like me do when they are feeling down and listless? Think of happy thoughts and places that I would like to go some day like New York!

I found some really cool things on Etsy...like...the charm necklace is from user crumpetcake-I am buying it a.s.a.p. The really cool Grand Central Station is from user fivedot. I love the New York skyline print. It is so beautiful-the colors are amazing!! It's from gallogirlphotos

The New York state necklace is from lulidesigns I want it!!! I just love New York!

The awesome Empire State building photo is from user futurowomen.

The snowglobe is mine that I found at an antique store in Pomona for 1/2 off making it $12!! What an awesome find and it has a music box that plays "Start Spreadin' the News" Oh I just love it!!! It inspired this lovely blog of mine!! Anyone want to fund my first trip to New York?! Hee hee! ♥

Errr

Life is sucking pretty badly these days, I won't go into it, mainly because I'm trying to tell myself that my life is going just great-I love denial. So anyways, I have found some more really cool items on my fav. handmade site-Etsy. Oh and also the other day I sold my Jason Voorhees bookmark! Yay! So here are a few of the really cool things I found...

I'm so getting one of these! So fuzzy!

She's so cute!!

I guess I'm liking all these cute stuffy things cuz deep down I need some hugs and cuddles!! And everyone around me is a jerk!!!!

: C Waa-waa!!

Handmade rocks

I must say blogging is not my favorite thing in the world but I have been seing really cool things on etsy. I swear some people are pure genius...this is is awesome. I must say that is one of the strangest, coolest things I've seen in awhile! This cat sculpture thing is very unusual and genius. I really like these truly one of a kind items that you really can only find on places like Etsy that make things handmade. I am still trying to work on the layout of my blog, I am having some problems figuring out the placement of things...but with most things, the more you do it, the better you get!

Blogging is weird

I am having problems staying on top of blogging because I am not sure what to write. Some peoples blogs are so detailed and intense I just get over-whelmed. But I just found out how to add my Etsy store on to my blog which is really rad. I think I will try to blog everyday and I will also try and find a common theme to make my blogging more fun and easy. Peace out

Why Am I Even Awake

It's 1:45 am....it is not unusual for me to be up at this time, as I normally work late. I am getting tired and frustrated and I feel rushed even though that is a false feeling. There is nothing I should feel rushed about. I want to be in bed, but when you're in bed, you're dead....or so I've heard. Anyways I do not want to watch Eternal Sunshine of the Spotless Mind, even though Dave has picked it out for us to watch. I guess it doesn't matter anyways because I will eventually let sleep pull me into its sweet slumber and I again will wake hours later. I am only doing this blog for my Etsy....I love making funny cards and such, well actually I just like making people laugh, period. It makes me feel good that that's one thing I can do to make someone else feel good. I think that is why I do not like my nephew, he is the only person I know that does not laugh at me when I make a joke or a funny face...that really bothers me...what a little shit, it's not my fault your mom's a dumb ass. Get a sense of humor, your brothers have one. Ghheeettt